Goodness! It has been forever, I totally forgot about this! Well lets have a recap of the life since the last post shall we…..

Well it’s now 2012!!! Woot Woot. Yeah not! 2011 was good to me, but it was also a rough year. So many things happened! My aunt had a baby!! Now remember her youngest is a Freshman in High School. But Madyson is the cutest baby out there!! I love that kid to death! <3 She is a mini me for sure! And the scariest thing is, our baby pictures look alike. Anyways, moving on. Work is still work! I love it but I hate at the same time. But since I worked my ass off in the spring and the summer months I have had all of December and January off . Due to me being to close to hours that I am allowed for the year. Lame I know but it has given me plenty of time to do things I have been meaning to do. Like clean my disaster of a room. It was sooooo bad it’s not even funny.

My relationships were not well in 2011. My father and I are still not really talking. I hasn’t said happy birthday to me in years. But that is how are relationship just is I guess. My mom and I are still on track. Thanks to 30STM tho, that’s pretty much the only thing we have in common. Rob and I however, had a MAJOR rough patch. Things were fine till July. His parents were gone so I stayed over there. One night he invited his friends over for a party and a few of them including him got wasted. They all left and he thought it would be a good time to throw up ALL over the kitchen and the bathroom. Me being the nice person I am I cleaned it all up. Gave him meds and bread. Towels for pillows, I didn’t sleep at all that night and had to wake up early to go to work. As did he.

Next thing I know its time to go home. So I leave work to go back to his house only to have him say leave. We didn’t talk for two days! Then he calls me up and says he wants a break. Which turns into break up. I was DONE!! I had been there for everything for him. The arrest, grams death, friends being un true, EVERYTHING! And he does that to me. Two week after that was our 5 year anny. I was heart broken, I shut down. I didn’t want to talk to anyone, went to work and did my job and left everyday. He later said sorry and I say no. No your not, to this day he still can’t tell me why he did it, what he was thinking. We ended up going camping and working things out.

Sadly things are still rough. Because I am no longer in school. I don’t have the money and my parents make to much for me to get aid. He says he will pay for it no problem. Well I see a huge problem, I call it July. He will break up with me again and say I owe him for schooling. I don’t want help, I’m not the type! If I can’t do it on my own then I don’t need it. I don’t like things handed to me! That doesn’t help your person.

Well other then that things in 2011 were perfect! I saw my favorite band (30 Seconds To Mars) 2 times. Went to a few weddings and drank way to much. Had a major part of my life born. There may have been a few bumps in the road. But nothing I can’t over come and forget in 2012.

With all respects 2012 you better kick ass!!!!