Oh the change in Life

Sorry it's been so long. A lot of things haven happened since the last time i was really on here. Lets give you a little background of what has gone on that last 6 months. 

In March I meet what I would like to call some friends for LIFE. Words can't describe how I feel about these people. Kelley, Rebecca, Joe and Jason! These four people changed my life and they continue to do so everyday! I was in a relationship where I was trying to make the other person happy and not focus on myself. We spent countless hours and Saturday's getting ready for our companies STAR dinner for a lip sync contest. We may have spent a little too much time getting ready for this but we had a blast doing so!! 

Shortly afterwards I moved out the first time(you will understand later) and moved back with my parents. I left the house I helped build and my dog behind. It was the hardest thing I thought I would ever have to do(till I starting thinking about dating again). 

In June I lost a family member. Jacob P Frisella (miss you dearly)

He was crushed in a work related accident. I have never cried so hard or cry while doing a blog. He was making a name for himself in this big world. He had just bought a house and was going to flip it. Along with a new car. He left behind 3 brothers and a sister that will only know of his amazing memories we share with her. His passing open my eyes to a lot of things that I was trying to not think about. 

In June I also returned to the house and the BOY. I thought things were going well, but i had a sense that he was done and just didn't know it yet. Needless to say he cheated on me, and I was broken! I was lost, I thought at the time I was pregnant with his child and I was torn. We were together for 12 years all together the exact day I moved my stuff out for good. I found out I wasn't pregnant. It still hurts to this day and I still get tears when I think to long about it. But everyone gets to be happy whether they deserve it or not is up to KARMA. 

I have some guys in my life that make me smile when I see that its a text or a message from them. But I have to protect myself and mostly my heart. 

But with every adventure in life comes a lesson. I got a lot of wise words of wisdom :). And I have listen very carefully even if they were over my head a little. I have found myself and little happier, a little more positive, and I dream less about it. I am making steps to my new life and new adventures. You have to go through a few bad apples before you find a pie worthy one. 

When I'm ready so will he, and it will be up to us to make things happen. 

Remember everything happens for a reason and there is always a lesson to be learned in every situation and in every conversation. It's up to us to learn from them and continue on with a smile on our face and in our heart!!    

You are loved! And there is someone out there who loves you beyond words! <3 p="">

Goodbye 2013 Hello 2014

Let's start off by saying HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2013 is behind us now. It's time to start fresh and get real.

2013 was an okay year for me. At the begging I was working 3 jobs, still getting used to the idea of living on my own with my boyfriend and the dog.. Things were not easy by any means. and to this day they still aren't. Money hasn't been and issue (yet). I work one job full time now, in medical records. It could pay better, but I haven't finished my training yet. I have full health insurance that is my own. Ha, I called my mom the other day and was like "mom I'm a grown up! I have  health insurance now!" she laughed at me. But there is something about having everything and you paying for it. No one else just you. It feels good to know that I am able to do that. 

Anyways, you don't want to hear about that junk. Lets talk boys! 

Bruce and Rob. Rob and I have been together since High School. Long time I know! Nov. 2012 we got Bruce(a Pugsund, better known as a Dachshund- Pug mix). He has been one hell of a dog! He gets into EVERYTHING, he eats fuzzies, he eats bugs, for a while he was eating his poop. I broke that habit fast, all thought it peeks its way through sometimes. But other than that he has been a good dog. He sleeps in the bed with us(I dislike that very much), he is a good car buddy. He is so friendly it's disturbing, he barks then gets all lovey on ya.. Heaven forbid someone breaks in our house, he would like them to death. 

Rob and I have been okay. Yes just okay, we still have our fights, and days were we can't stand each other. We still are just dating, no engagement here not yet. All though everyone is on him about it. Like hardcore!! But ya know can't rush that stuff it just makes them have cold feet. So I'm willing to wait just a little bit longer for him to make up his mind. 

Work has been going great! I'm still at Rosecrance, but now I do Medical Records. A little better pay and no phones or customers (as Much). I am looking into getting certified so I can get more pay and possible get out and get a job somewhere else. Don't get me wrong I love where I work but the location has its up and downs. They aren't together on everything and things are so out of wack that things are getting bad. So again looking to move.

I am saving for a trip of a life time!! I am saving to take a trip to Tokyo, Japan!! I know, I know why in the world would you want to go there Tasha.. I have been looking into this for YEARS!! I mean if you go at the right time it is perfection!! The cherry blossoms are amazing! 

Ya see!! The views are just breath taking, sadly I have only seen pictures. But I could only imagine what they are in person! And the language and the culture are beyond interesting. And get this, you can pretty much get anything you want in a vending machine. It's so cool! 

  

Crazy cool!!

Well that is it for now. I will try and keep up with this, this year as much as possible!! 

:)